"In Oriental cultures, they don't think of God as an autocrat. God is the fundamental energy of the world, which performs all this world without having to think about it."
Assignment:Today, whenever you think of it, turn your attention to the little gaps between the thoughts.
Today, my mom drove me through blizzard-like conditions to get me to a doctor for my abdominal pain. Today, I saw three different doctors. Today, I was told I will probably have to have surgery again.
The gaps between the thoughts today....well there weren't many gaps. Pain. Injustice. Empty. Confusion. Decisions.
Where do I go from here? Do I have the surgery and have more scar tissue or endure the pain longer? Can I endure the pain?
The gaps between my thoughts most frequently brought me back to one word: burden.
An haunting reflection on my past and a painful parallel with my present.
The gaps between my thoughts are poison.
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